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i thought that as long as i dont think abt it i would just forget.
but somehow, i cant avoid that feeling.
am i wrong to feel that way?

all i could do was to watch you walk away,
and i assumed it would be allright after that?
i suppose im quite silly.

i almost got rid of those feelings.
but u had to get my hopes up again.
from now onwards,
i never going to let u control my feelings again.
at least i hope i can.

im stressed. grrrs.
i shall just rot to death.

you never knew what i really wanted.
im wishing upon a star;
that someday....